Book Blitz: The Christmas Letter

The Christmas Letters
Jenny Hale
Publication date: October 11th 2022
Genres: Adult, Contemporary, Holiday, Romance

Sometimes, it takes losing everything to find what it is we really need. From the USA Today bestselling author of Coming Home for Christmas, with over one million copies of her books sold, comes a heartwarming holiday story that’s perfect for fans of Sheila Roberts, Debbie Macomber, and Jill Shalvis.

Elizabeth Holloway abandons her New York party at The Plaza, her sparkling world crashing down around her when her boyfriend of seven years drops the bomb that he’s leaving her—at Christmas. She suddenly finds herself seven hundred miles from her home in the city, trudging through the snow, back at her childhood farm in the Great Smoky Mountains in an attempt to piece her life back together.

However, she isn’t expecting to meet visitor Paul Dawson with his dazzlingly blue eyes and warm smile, chipping away at her resolve to focus on figuring out who she is and what she really wants in life.

When her mother is informed that they don’t actually own the farm that’s been in their family for generations, the news makes absolutely no sense to either of them. Nan had married Elizabeth’s grandfather at that house, and they’d lived out their years there.

But a stack of letters from Elizabeth’s grandmother will change everything she thought she knew about her family and cause a divide between her and Paul that she never saw coming.

Under the glitter of Christmas trees and bundles of mistletoe, Elizabeth uncovers more than she’d ever thought possible. Will the Christmas letters strip her of everything she holds dear? Or will they be the biggest gift of the season?

A heartwarming holiday escape that will have you rushing to your loved ones this Christmas. If you enjoyed the Christmas movies based on Jenny’s books and are looking for more feel-good, small-town romance, look no further!

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EXCERPT:

“I’m so sorry, Mama, I can’t talk right now,” Elizabeth Holloway said gently, the phone pressed to her diamond-studded ear, as snow fell like feathers against the glittering buildings of the New York City skyline. “I’ll call you back first thing tomorrow, I promise.”

“Liz,” her mother, Loretta, breathed anxiously down the line in that southern accent that used to sing Elizabeth to sleep at night.

If Elizabeth closed her eyes, she could almost hear her mother’s melody over the chirping of the crickets out back of Nan’s old farmhouse in Mason’s Ridge, Tennessee, the rustling of the trees in the apple orchard, and the squeak of the screened door as Mama stepped through it onto the front porch. While they’d lived just down the road, Nan’s little farmhouse tucked away in the hills had been where both of them had spent most of their time.

Having been so intent on getting out of her hometown, it had taken Elizabeth years to realize how much she missed those sounds.

Growing up, Elizabeth had wanted to get a degree in social work and then go into the Peace Corps, leaving everything behind to learn and work in faraway places. She’d been constrained by her small town and had never really felt like she’d belonged with the people in it. They were all invested in their land and their place within the community, yet she’d wanted to spread her wings. However, she’d only managed to accomplish one of her goals: she’d left that little town, and everyone in it, over a decade ago.

Now her mother was tending to the aftermath of handling Nan’s will and her grandmother’s belongings all by herself, and she had tons of questions about taxes and the legalities of how to assume ownership of Nan’s property. Elizabeth had been trying to support her with it all as much as she could from New York, but it was proving difficult to do.

“I need your help with this,” Mama said, bringing Elizabeth back to the present. “I’m worried it ain’t gonna wait too long.”

A pinch of guilt took hold of Elizabeth’s chest. She wanted to speak to her mother, but the charity benefit that had kept her in New York instead of back in Mason’s Ridge was starting. Nothing could be done with whatever the issue was at this hour, and she needed to take her seat.

“I wish I could discuss this right now,” Elizabeth said, “but I’m on my way in to the event I told you about.”

Holding the phone, she put one stiletto heel out of the limo and took the bellman’s gloved hand, the man guiding her out of the car outside The Plaza where she planned to have drinks, chat with important people, and, if she was lucky, she’d get to do the waltz on the dance floor—her favorite thing at these events. She raised her bright red ball gown to keep the satin from grazing the snow that had piled up in the gutter, a chill slithering down her limbs. Her mother continued to speak, but Elizabeth struggled to concentrate on her words with all the commotion.

The mammoth building in front of her gleamed like a golden torch, surrounded by dazzling Christmas trees, but Elizabeth barely gave it a thought. Her long-time boyfriend, Richard Oppenheim, was already out of the limo and on the sidewalk, standing opposite her in his tuxedo with a collar that showed off his strong jawline. He ran his hand through his salt-and-pepper hair that had come early for his age, making him look distinguished. Then, spinning a finger in the air impatiently, he indicated that she should wrap up the call before they went inside.

Author Bio:

Jenny Hale is a USA Today, Amazon, and international bestselling author of romantic contemporary fiction. Her books have sold worldwide, have been translated into multiple languages, and adapted for television. Her novels Coming Home for Christmas and Movie Guide Epiphany Award winner Christmas Wishes and Mistletoe Kisses are Hallmark Channel original movies.

She was included in Oprah Magazine’s “19 Dreamy Summer Romances to Whisk You Away” and Southern Living’s “30 Christmas Novels to Start Reading Now.” Her stories are chock-full of feel-good romance and overflowing with warm settings, great friends, and family. Jenny is at work on her next novel, delighted to be bringing even more heartwarming stories to her readers.

When she isn’t writing, or heading up her romantic fiction imprint Harpeth Road, she can be found running around her hometown of Nashville with her husband, two boys, and their labradoodle, taking pictures—her favorite pastime.

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Blog Tour & Review: The Twelve Wishes of Christmas

The Twelve Wishes of Christmas

She’s here for the perfect Christmas escape…

When Sharmila discovers her late friend, Thomas, has gifted her the holiday of her dreams, she can’t pack her bags fast enough. Arriving in Pineford, it’s everything she’d ever hoped for and more.

But she’s in for another surprise because Thomas has left her with one last request: if she completes his Christmas wish list of festive activities, her chosen charity will receive a big donation. Or so Sharmila thinks.

…He’s there to reclaim his family’s legacy

Little does she know, she’s set to inherit Thomas’s estate too, much to his nephew Zach’s disbelief. Determined not to see his family’s legacy left to a stranger, he’s come to Pineford to do whatever it takes to stop Sharmila from fulfilling that list.

When Sharmila and Zach meet, neither are prepared for sparks to fly. For Sharmila’s sworn-off love, and Zach doesn’t trust her. But with every passing wish they find themselves growing closer. And amongst the twinkling town lights and fallen snow, Sharmila can feel her heart opening up to Zach. But when she learns he’s been keeping a secret from her, can Sharmila forgive him and get the happy-ever-after she’s always wished for this Christmas?

The Twelve Wishes of Christmas is the perfect book to snuggle up with on those cozy wintry nights. Perfect for fans of Heidi Swain and Jo Thomas.

Purchase Link – https://books2read.com/u/4jolxl

Before I begin I quickly have to thank Rachel from Rachel’s Random Resources for letting me be a part of the blog tour  and for graciously providing me a ebook of The Twelve Wishes of Christmas to read for my tour stop today.

This will be my first Christmas read for 2022 and I am excited to share many more Christmas book reviews and spotlights with you.

The first thing that drew me in when I got the email was the cover. I really like it.

I was pleasantly surprised at how fast I read this. I wasn’t expecting to read it in pretty much one sitting.

As I was reading The Twelve Wishes of Christmas I couldn’t help but think that this could definitely be one of the Hallmark Christmas movies and one that I would want to watch probably over and over again. With that being said I am definitely keeping this on my kindle to reread again.

This is Ruby’s debut romance book. Ruby is defnitely an author that I will be keeping my eye on and picking up her future books.

The main character is Sharmila and normally she just works in her aunts cafe and never fully pays attention to the customers until the day Thomas walks in. There was something about Thomas that drew her in.The both discovered their love of Christmas movies. After that day they continued to keep in touch. She never knew that he was sick until the day he died. Something else she didn’t know about until she was contacted by his lawyer is that she was mentioned in his will.

Before his death Thomas told her that she should book the month of December off so that she could experience an American Christmas and at first she didn’t think she could but a move within her company allows her to. When Thomas died he had gifted her an American Christmas holiday. Sharmila and her best friend Penny arrive to the most beautiful inn and are surprised when they discover they are only there for a few days much to Sharmila’s surprise and that’s not the only surprise in store for Sharmila this Christmas  holiday. What will her reaction be when she discovers there is more to Thomas then she knew?

There is one stipulation and she has to complete his Christmas wish list of festive activities and if she does there will be a donation to her chosen charity. But little does she know that there is more to this then she realizes. I have to say I loved the list he gave her because she will definitely get to experience the festive holiday.

Of course Thomas’s family is not thrilled with what he has done and they will do everything in their powers to make sure Sharmila doesn’t get a thing and that means making sure she can’t complete the list. They think there is more to Sharmila then they know. So how will the cousins stop Sharmila from completing the list you will just have to read to find out.

This was such a fun read and I think if you love Hallmark’s Christmas movies then you will defnitely love this.

 

Author Bio
Ruby lives in the beautiful Chilterns with her husband, two children, and the cutest dog in the world. She worked for many years as a lawyer and policy lead in the Civil Service.

As the second of four children, Ruby connected strongly with Little Women’s Jo March and was scribbling down stories from a young age. A huge fan of romantic movies, Star Wars, and Marvel, she loves creating new characters and worlds while waiting for her superpowers to develop.

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Release Day Biltz: The Last Book You’ll Ever Read

I am so excited that THE LAST BOOK YOU’LL EVER READ by Cullen Bunn & Leila Leiz is available now and that I get to share the news!


If you haven’t yet heard about this wonderful book, be sure to check out all the details below.


This blitz also includes a giveaway for a $10 Amazon GC’s courtesy of Mallory &
Rockstar Book Tours. So if you’d like a chance to win, check out the giveaway info below.

 

About The Book:

Title: THE LAST BOOK YOU’LL EVER READ: The Complete Series

Author: Cullen Bunn, Vlad Popov, Leila Leiz (Illustrations), Adrian F. Wassel (Editor), AndWorld Design

Pub. Date: Se4ptember 20, 2022

Publisher: Vault Comics

Formats: Paperback, eBook

Pages: 192

Find it: GoodreadsAmazon, Kindle, B&NiBooks, KoboTBD, Bookshop.org


A supernatural horror thriller for readers of Chuck Palahniuk (Lullaby and Haunted: A Novel),  Marisha Pessl,(Night Film), and Scarlett Thomas (The End of Mr. Y), The
Last Book You’ll Ever Read
tells the terrifying story of a woman who knows the horrific truth about the past – and future – of humankind, and, when captured in her book SATYR, it becomes the catalyst for worldwide, mind-numbing violence.


Read this book at your own peril.

Olivia Kade wrote the book that ended the world. Now she needs someone who won’t read it.

Civilization is a lie. Hidden deep in our genes is the truth. And it is slowly clawing its way to the surface. Olivia Kade knows the truth, and she has become
the prophet of the coming collapse. Her book, SATYR, is an international bestseller, and it is being blamed for acts of senseless violence and bloodshed all over the world. Olivia’s own life is in danger from those who have read her work. Determined to conduct a book tour, she hires security professional Connor Wilson to act as her bodyguard. She only has one requirement: he cannot read her work.

John Carpenter’s In the Mouth of Madness meets Chuck Palahniuk’s Lullaby in this terrifyingly dangerous tale of the descent of humankind where reality and fantasy collide.

Collects the entire smash 8-issue series.

Reviews:

“I truly hope this terrific horror comic is in no way prescient or timely.”  – Patton Oswalt

…perfectly disturbing and mysterious.” – The Beat

“It’s creepy stuff… you won’t want to miss it.”  – Kurt Busiek (Eisner Award and Harvey Award-winning comics writer of Astro City, The Avengers, Thor, Superman, Batman, Green Lantern, and more)

EXCERPTS:

 

 

 

 

About Cullen Bunn:

Cullen Bunn is a New York Times bestselling
author and prolific writer of horror/supernatural comics series and graphic
novels including THE SIXTH GUN, HARROW COUNTY, BONE PARISH, THE DAMNED,
THE EMPTY MAN, THE GHOUL NEXT DOOR, BASILISK, SHADOWMAN
, and many other
titles including The Last Book You’ll Ever Read for
Vault Comics. He has fought for his life against mountain lions and performed
on stage as the World’s Youngest Hypnotist.

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Facebook | Instagram | TikTok | Goodreads | Amazon  | BookBub

 

 

 

About Leila Leiz:

Born and raised in France now living in Italy, Leila Leiz is
a self-taught artist who worked for several years at European publishers
including Soleil and Sergio Bonelli before fulfilling her lifelong dream of
making the leap to American comics. Best known for her work on Paul
Jenkins’ ALTERS for AfterShock and Horde with
Marguerite Bennet, she has also worked on 451 Media’s NVRLND and
was a contributor to AfterShock’s SHOCK anthology. She
is working on M.O.M with Emila Clark (from Game of
Thrones) and Marguerite Bennet for Image Comics and The Last
Book You’ll Ever Read 
with Cullen Bunn for Vault Comics.

Leila has
a HUGE 
Instagram
following: 77,200 followers (!) and 9.2K Facebook followers

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Blog Tour & Review: Well, That Was Unexpected

Well, That Was Unexpected by Jesse Q. Sutanto
Genre: Young Adult Contemporary Romance
Publishing Date: September 27, 2022

Synopsis:

An outrageous, laugh-out-loud YA rom-com about a girl who’s whisked from LA to her mother’s native Indonesia to get back to her roots and finds herself fake-dating the son of one of the wealthiest families there, from the author of Dial A for Aunties.

After Sharlot Citra’s mother catches her in a compromising position, she finds herself whisked away from LA to her mother’s native Indonesia. It’ll be exactly what they both need. Or so her mother thinks.

When George Clooney Tanuwijaya’s father (who is obsessed with American celebrities) fears he no longer understands how to get through to his son, he decides to take matters into his own hands.

To ensure that their children find the right kind of romantic partner, Sharlot’s mother and George’s father do what any good parent would do: they strike up a conversation online, pretending to be their children.

When the kids find out about their parents’ actions, they’re horrified. Not even a trip to one of the most romantic places on earth could possibly make Sharlot and George fall for each other. But as the layers peel back and the person they thought they knew from online is revealed, the truth becomes more complicated. As unlikely as it may seem, did their parents manage to find their true match after all?

Before I begin my review I quickly have to thank TBR and Beyond Tours (you can click HERE to see the tour schedule) and the publisher for sending me an arc of the book to read.

I have to say that I feel so out of the loop when it comes to Jesse Q. Sutanto’s books. For some reason, I never realized she had two previous books (The Obsession which came out in 2021, and The New Girl which came out in February of this year), how did I miss that? I quickly added those to my wishlist to pick up along with her middle-grade book Theo Tan and the Fox Spirit. I am sure I will love them if they are anything like her other books.

I was beyond thrilled when I got accepted to be a part of this book tour. I loved both Dial A for Aunties and Four Aunties and a Wedding. After reading the synopsis I knew I wanted to read it and was one hundred percent confident that I would love the book and I can honestly say I absolutely loved it. I managed to read this pretty much in one sitting. This will definitely be bought and reread.

Jesse is definitely one of my favorite authors. The three books I have now read of hers have been page-turners, hard to put down, and funny. I don’t think I have laughed this much while reading a book. I always have a hard time putting her books down and devouring them pretty quickly.

Well, That Was Unexpected is a YA rom-com. The book is told from the dual perspective of two teens. The book beings with one of the main characters, Sharlot in sunny California. Sharlot is caught in a very compromising situation with her boyfriend by her mother. Her mother freaks out and whisks her to Indonesia. Once there she takes her phone.

Now in Indonesia George (George Clooney Tanuwijaya) is caught by his father in a very compromising situation. Nothing quite like Sharlot’s but enough that it was embarrassing to him as well as his father. As parents, we don’t want to know that our kids are doing these kinds of things. George thinks it’s harmless and it’s what boys do. George’s dad freaks out and removes his phone and computer from George. One thing about George is that he comes from a wealthy family and they don’t need this to come out and cause a scandal for the family.

In both situations, I was laughing and dying and the second-hand embarrassment of the two. Kids don’t want to be caught in those situations by their parents.

Now we know that that can be just the story right? Well, George’s dad thinks to fix the situation he has to set his son up on a date with a real person with the help of George’s sister, Eleanor Roosevelt. Meanwhile, Sharlot’s mother decides Sharlot needs distraction from wanting to lose her virginity. So both parents decide to basically catfish each other and pretend to be the kids. As I was reading their text exchanges I knew it was adults speaking and not teens. They were fun to read. But what will Sharlot and George think once they find out?

What will happen when the teens meet face to face? Let’s just say it’s not going to be easy at first but what happens next turns out to be a beautiful thing for all those involved.

I loved how Jesse made you feel like you were there with her writing of the setting and food. It’s always nice to learn a little something about where the book is taking place. I even googled some images to make it feel like I was there.

Book Links:
Goodreads: https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/59382071-well-that-was-unexpected
Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0593433971/
Barnes & Noble: https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/well-that-was-unexpected-jesse-q-sutanto/1140956682
Book Depository: https://www.bookdepository.com/Well-That-Was-Unexpected-Jesse-Q-Sutanto/9780593433973
Indigo: https://www.chapters.indigo.ca/en-ca/books/well-that-was-unexpected/9780593433973-item.html
IndieBound: https://www.indiebound.org/book/9780593433973

About the Author:
I grew up going back and forth between Jakarta and Singapore and consider both places my homes. I was fortunate enough to do my Masters in Creative Writing at the University of Oxford, which is surely one of the most gorgeous places in the world.

I am passionate about women’s rights and diversity in publishing. I regularly do giveaways where I critique queries or the first few pages, and I am especially interested in helping writers from marginalized communities. If you are a writer from a marginalized community, do hit me up! I love hearing from other writers, even if it’s just to say a quick hello.

Author Links:
Website: https://www.jesseqsutanto.com/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/thewritinghippo
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jesseqsutanto/
Goodreads: https://www.goodreads.com/author/show/19278992.Jesse_Q_Sutanto
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/JesseQSutanto/

Tour Schedule:
https://tbrandbeyondtours.com/2022/08/23/tour-schedule-well-that-was-unexpected-by-jesse-q-sutanto/

Release Blitz: Vagabonder

I am so excited that VAGABONDER by R.T. Coleman & Aurelia Leo is available now and that I get to share the news!

If you haven’t yet heard about this wonderful book, be sure to check out all the
below.

This blitz also includes a giveaway for a finished copy of the book courtesy of Aurelia Leo & Rockstar Book Tours. So if you’d like a chance to win, check out the giveaway info below.

 

 

About The Book:

Title: VAGABONDER

Author: R.T. Coleman

Pub. Date: September 20, 2022

Publisher: Aurelia Leo

Formats: Paperback, eBook

Pages: 311

Find it: GoodreadsAmazon, Kindle, B&N, iBooks, Kobo

 

Humans have always feared Caen’s kind.

 

Survivors of a mysterious virus, Ruĝa Morto, that killed 80% of Earth’s population two centuries ago, they have endured enslavement as Neurologically Compromised Individuals, or NiCIes, owned by OnyxCorp. Now, in 2261, Caen begins a perilous journey to seek the Vagabonders, the original moon colonists, whom many believe hold the key to freeing his people.


He knows he is hunted. He expects death at every turn.

But he doesn’t anticipate meeting Dr. Ligeia Obumbwe, a human biogeneticist desperate to protect her brother Finn, yet another victim of the endemic virus. When OnyxCorp promises to keep Finn safe in exchange for her work in their lunar lab, she accepts despite her increasing unease regarding the
Corporation’s motives.

Ligeia and Caen become unlikely partners in a dangerous quest to reach the Vine, the space elevator that is the first step in their journey to the moon.

What they find along the way could help them bring OnyxCorp to its knees…or destroy everything they love.

 

Excerpt:

1


The woman isn’t dead. She’s sprawled across Paysandú Station’s cracked tile where she collapsed in a heap, the strike from the
electristic still sparking across her back. Her bag skids to a halt a half meter from the alcove where I cower. It could have been me. It should have been me. 


The station’s traffic flows around her, steps over her. A few humans give her a glance; the Dua try not to look. From the dank alcove, I
watch her waist rise, fall; her limbs twitch, then settle. The drone—round, silver—hovers several meters above her. Taunting.

Something dark careens across the cracked tile floor. A human male appears to have kicked the back of the woman’s head, hard. I step forward, my fists doubled. 

 

“Are you crazy?” My sister’s breath cools the back of my neck. Her fingers tighten, her nails dig into my forearm. She jerks me back.

“It’s still up there.” 


I shake her off as the Dua’s dark head covering slides to a stop a few meters from the unconscious figure. Wispy white hair spills across the tile, and I run my hand absently through my own. “I can take out a drone.”

She digs her fingernails deeper into my skin. “We can’t just leave her out there, Eisa.”


“It’s too late anyway,” she whispers. I hear the Authority bots first, a steady, metallic thunk, thunk, thunk. Two stop at the woman. One positions as sentry; its sienna eyes glow behind a dark helmet. The other bends, emitting a low whine, retrieves the tattered bag, then lifts the Dua in its subarms. Its hands curve around her wrists and ankles.


The Dua’s thin legs dangle as her head lolls back. Eisa gasps beside me. “Goddamn,” I whisper. “A child. Why?”


“They get scared.” Eisa loosens her grip and retreats to the stone wall at the alcove’s rear. Her blue eyes glisten. “Mama always told them.

Humans know humans.  They say it’s like this in all the cities.” She shivers, pulls her arms across her chest, wraps her hands around her shoulders.

The last time I saw her, she was a child herself, standing very close to this same spot. Her face was blotchy and red from crying, and when I’d waved goodbye from the train, she’d buried her face against our mother’s shoulder. Mother’s eyes never left mine. 


Now that she’s grown, Eisa’s face is like my mother’s.

Elegant and open.  


“Where do they go?”
Eisa shrugs. “These days, we can get most registries to Caracas, but the Station there can’t get them anywhere else, so we’ve been trying Montevideo.” She nods toward the backpack around my shoulders. “That registry didn’t come cheap.”


And you’re definitely cutting the line
is unspoken, but I know it’s there. Hundreds of Dua wait for forged registries to a dwindling number of Republic of SoAm stations, bound for the American peninsula, maybe Morocco. Somewhere OnyxCorp isn’t.


“A child,” I repeat.


“Yes.” Eisa retrieves a drugstic from her pocket. She flicks it on and takes a light drag. “Imagine what they’ll do to you.” She breathes
out a soft vapor cloud that encircles her head.  


“They have to catch me first.” My voice sounds less confident than I intend.


She scoffs. “Caen. They’re looking all over for you. And you just waltz right in to the one place they know—”


“Our mother was killed.” Eisa looks at me as if I’ve struck her. I breathe in and almost choke on the station’s dank air. Synthohol,
anxiety, a protein packet, nanosynthetic hair, fear, burning fossil fuel, anger. Dua and human and machine, a miasma of confusion and uncertainty. It’s my second trip to Paysandú Station in so many days, but only today do I see how everything has changed in those eleven years. I glance at the holographic signage above B Platform, a projection of a grinning human couple. Copy scrolls
over their faces in bright red and black letters: OnyxCorp. From the Earth to the moon, making your journey to perfection complete. The woman’s toothy smirk spreads through perfectly generated red lips, her rounded features in sharp contrast to the man’s chiseled jaw and high cheekbones.

Travelers walking beneath the hologram might imagine they could touch the
woman’s hair as it flutters down toward the causeway floor. OnyxCorp.
Generating perfection. 
The image fades until only the black O logo
fills the screen. 

“She knew you’d come back. She always believed, wouldn’t let
anyone say otherwise.” Eisa takes another drag. “But you should never have come
back, brother.”  

“I suddenly had business here.”

“Not anymore.” She juts a thumb behind her, toward the bot
standing at C Platform. “If they find you here, we’re all as good as dead.” 

I’ve seen this bot type before. Subarms, armored torso,
electristic at the ready. The mechanisms that attach its round head to its body
are surprisingly vulnerable if you dare to get close enough. Or don’t have a
choice.  “It’s a Level 1, or a Level 2. You said they’re all here, in
the station? I count six bots.”

“Level whatever. They’re all lethal. There were dozens here
during the strike, but after—” Her voice wavers. “You can’t take down six bots,
brother.” 

“By myself, no. But there are hundreds—” 

“We’ve tried that.” Her voice breaks, and suddenly she sinks
to the ground. Her hand shakes as she brings the drugstic to her mouth.

“I’m sorry.” I settle on the broken tile beside her and pull
her to me. “It shouldn’t have gone that way. If I’d been here—”

“It wouldn’t have made a difference. They’re making a move,
Caen. We need to make ours. Montevideo is still using reclamation crews. They
won’t realize how old the registry is until you’re long gone. From there, you
can—”

“I know, I know. Find Lee Chou.” I pull her closer. She is
solid, strong. But she is afraid.  “If they’re starting to purge the
small cities now, more will need to get out of what’s left of SoAm. You need
help. Now that Mama’s gone. I should stay.” 

She scoffs. “You wouldn’t last a week. And they’d take down
everyone in Paysandú to get to you.” Another drone buzzes overhead. The
station’s lights glint against it, and Eisa ducks her head instinctively. “You
really want to help?” She scrambles to her feet. “Get out of here. Fulfill
this destiny of yours.” She spits out the word. “Take that,”
she says, pointing to the pack lying in the corner, “to the moon. Find our
people. Like Mama said.” 

I suppress an eye roll as I get to my feet. “You can’t
seriously believe that old story.” I glance at the bot. No change. Its
electristic emits a sienna pulse as it charges. “I don’t believe it.”

“Of course I don’t believe it. My brother, the only Dua who
can save us all? It’s ludicrous.” She crosses her arms over her chest. “But if
you stay here, you’ll die. And they’ll have their prize. Get out of SoAm. Hell,
go to the moon. Maybe it’s all true.”

“Vagabonders. Original moon settlers. The fairy tales Mother
told us at night.” 

“Some tales are based in truth. Maybe this one is one of
those.” She dusts off the seat of her threadbare trousers, and for a moment she
looks exactly like Mama. Before Mama was the Paysandú Station manager. Before
she had the lives of countless Dua children, their mothers and fathers, in her
hands. Their dreams of a better life hers to fulfill if she can.

How many dreams had she foregone? Did she have any of her
own?

I run a hand over my face. Hot as hell today. Hot and wet and
close. “You’re scared. I get it. This,” I say, gesturing to the bustling
station beyond our hiding place, “is scary. But it’s real. OnyxCorp is real,
something we can fight, together. The Vagabonders—”

“You owe me.” The sharpness in her voice is Mama’s as well. I
look down at the broken tiled floor. Tiny weeds and moss push their way through
crevices created through time, neglect, apathy. “You haven’t seen it like it is
here. You’ve been out there, in the places no one wants to go. You saw how
OnyxCorp is working them, drugging them, keeping them under control. Where do
you think those Dua are coming from? They’re gathering us up like never before.
They’re realizing what we are, what we can do, Caen. And they’re scared. You
know what they’re willing to do when they’re scared.” She grabs the pack and
thrusts it toward me. “There’s some unfinished business on that digiscreen.” 

Sighing, I take the bag, sling its strap over my shoulder.
Its contents bounce gently across my back. My mother’s digiscreen, an artifact
from a different time, a keeper of secrets. “Come with me.”

Eisa shakes her head. “Someone has to keep the station going.
Maybe get a few more out—”

“You’ve done enough. We’ve done enough.” 

Her arms are suddenly around me. I’m never going to
see her again. 
My chest tightens.

“You are the wanderer, brother.”

“A Vagabonder?” My voice is harder than I mean. She pulls
away and brushes her hand across her cheeks. 

“Maybe. Probably not. Either way, what do we have to lose?”
She cups my face between her palms. “I really missed you, big brother. Seeing
you, though—” She shakes her head, releases me. “You’re going to miss your
transport.”

I glance at the registry interface to my right, maybe ten
meters away. Its electronic face glows faintly behind rushing silhouettes of
men, women, and children. The bot across the causeway still hasn’t moved. 

“I’m coming back for you.” I swallow against the lump in my
throat. I hold her gaze. Our father’s azure eyes, our mother’s face. 

“She always said this was what you were meant for.” She meets
my eyes. “Go find our people. Make this right.” 

I pull myself away and plunge into the light, the noise, the
buzz. Paysandú Transport Depot. I pass a media screen on my left; a hologram
head bobs in the foreground. The Vine looms in the background. The space
elevator. Thousands of miles away in the Indian Ocean. 

My destination. 

I fight the urge to look behind me. At the registry
interface, I fumble with the forged ID chip and drop it on the tile. My hands
tremble as I retrieve it and hold it beneath the reader. The interface buzzes
softly, and five seconds later, a holographic face appears, its features an
amalgam of faces that overlap and intertwine.

“Welcome. I’m TES, TechComm Enhancement System. Please state
your registry number for voice recognition protocol.” The interface crackles.
Only the worst for Paysandú.

“NCI790—” My voice catches; the last three numbers come out
in a hoarse croak. 

The interface buzzes.

“Not recognized. Please state your registry number for voice
recognition protocol.”

I clear my throat. “NCI790612.” Better. 

The interface chirps.

“Thank you, NCI790612. You are authorized for travel to the
following locations. Please state your destination.”

An area map displaces the distorted face. The cities to which
NCI790612—the falsified identity my sister has given me, an identity meant for
a young Dua, the last of his family—is permitted travel flash in green:
Montevideo, Belém, Caracas. The rest of the Republic of SoAm, what remains of
the South American continent, is red.

“Please state your destination,” TES crackles. 

I feel my sister’s eyes on my back, her heart pounding. Or
perhaps that’s my heart. “Montevideo.” 

The interface chirps. The map flashes green, zooms in to
Montevideo. “Destination recorded. NCI790612. You are authorized for travel to
Montevideo for four days. Return to Paysandú expected on 07.10.2261. Please
proceed to B17 Platform.”

I glance up at the grinning holographic couple as I adjust
the bag on my shoulder. …making your journey to perfection complete.
The O grows like a dead, white cornea surrounded by a black
limbal ring. I risk a last look toward the alcove. I don’t need to see Eisa to
know she’s there, willing me to hurry.

I turn to B Platform, merge with the crowd. A human male
behind me stinks of sweat and the chemicals they use to clean their garments.
He runs past me, bumps into a young human female who’s entranced by the
station’s crumbling ceiling. She stumbles, all elongated legs, sculpted torso,
and bioenhancements in a silver bodysuit. I follow her gaze to a mural,
possibly beautiful at one time. Green hills surround a gently cascading stream,
lush forests hide long extinct mammals no one in this station has ever seen in
reality. I pass the young woman, catching a whiff of lavender. No, not real
lavender. Just another bioenhancement. From the Earth to the moon, the humans
seek sameness. Perhaps to humans, sameness is perfection. Sameness in humans,
sameness in Dua, but difference between.

B17 is empty save for the bot, twenty-five meters to my left.
Its black metallic body stretches more than two meters from the floor to its
round titanium head. Thick cables connect the head with a bulging, armored
chest. Its shielded helmet is dark. A lean woman with light brown hair scuffles
past me, her left hand wrapped tightly around a child’s hand. The child
struggles to keep up; its head is engulfed in an occulus—their constant
connection to TES—far too large. As she draws nearer the bot, she tugs at the
child impatiently as she increases her stride. 

The child stumbles, and the occulus rolls away. A tuft of
stark white hair flashes before the woman covers the child with her body. 

A Dua child. 

She struggles to readjust the occulus, the only way a Dua
child could pass. The child whimpers. Perhaps it senses the woman’s fear. The
air is permeated by it.

The Authority engages. Two points of sienna burn through the
dark visor. It takes a step. 

The woman kneels before the child and whispers against their
cheek. She smooths the white hair. The child’s dark blue eyes are wide,
frightened. 

Run.

She clutches the child’s hands, pulls the small body close. 

Run, damn you. 

The bot advances. Why do they try to pass?

They get scared. The forged ID I just used could have been given to a
mother. A child. 

I sprint past the Dua toward the bot. It screeches to a halt.
A Level 1. Clunky. Slow. It hasn’t even begun to access its defense protocols
when I reach it. Pivoting on one foot, I swing behind the bot, grasp the cables
that extend from its back to the base of its round head, and jerk. The bot
tries to spin in response, giving me the added leverage I need. The cable
bundle tears loose. Bright orange sparks rain down as I twist away from the
stumbling bot. 

The maglev shrieks into the Station and rumbles to a stop
seconds later. The Dua and the child are gone. Good. The bot staggers in a wide
circle, searching. Arrivals spill from the maglev’s compartments, humans at the
front, Dua in the rear, confusing the bot even more. When a drone finally
buzzes into the scene in response to the bot’s sudden malfunction, I am lost in
the crowd.

Onboard the maglev, I throw myself into a seat and peer out
the window. The drone hovers just above the bot, rotates slowly, scans the
crowd as it thins, disperses, human and Dua together. 

The maglev lurches forward, shivers as it gains speed. Soon
the bot, the drone, the station, and my sister are the past. My future is
another world. 

My future is the moon.

I take a long breath in and let it out slowly. The pack
presses into my back as it lodges between my body and the seat. I shrug it from
my shoulders and set it next to me.

What the hell are you doing? 

The question pushes through the maglev’s steady pulse and my
jumbled thoughts. In less than a week I’ve dismantled everything I’ve built
over the last eleven years. My position in the Dua Emancipation Party,
abandoned. My objectivity, destroyed. For what? 

Your mother died

The tattered bag next to me is all I have left of her, its
weight measured more in expectation and legacy than volume. I place a
protective hand over it and close my eyes to remember again the last time I saw
my mother’s face, eleven years ago.

It will be hard, son, she said. You will wonder why it must be you. I
wondered the same. Why did this information come to me? Why can’t I entrust it
to someone else, anyone else besides my own child? I don’t have answers, but I
do know that if we are to have any chance at freedom, you must be stronger and
faster and smarter than any human. You must learn all you can so you can take
this information to the moon and find our people. Only they can help us now.
 

I came back to Paysandú looking for a fight, an avenging
angel for my mother. My people. Brutalized. Arrested. Murdered. All because of
what they are. 

I leave a coward, running away and leaving behind the only
family I have left.

I realize I am not alone when I hear the shuffle of human
feet. I place a hand on the pack as the inquisitive face of a human girl rises
over the back of the torn seat in front of me. Her dark hair is pulled back in
a messy ponytail that contrasts sharply with her crisp silvery uniform. Her
occulus, the constant virtual companion of every human child until age fifteen,
is pushed back on her head haphazardly.

“Are you a NiCIe?” 

I grimace at the slur. She’s maybe ten or eleven; the word
sounds somehow harsher from her. She leans over the seat to get a better look
at me. 

“I am Dua.” 

“Is that the same thing as a NiCIe?” I consider setting her
straight. Not the way you mean it, like we’re the virus. Like we’re the
disease.
 Instead, I shift closer to the window and look out. “I knew
it. Because of your hair. And your eyes.” She slides down the length of the
bench to join me at the window. 

“Don’t you have parents somewhere?” The girl is one thing.
Human children tend to be curious, not violent. Adults are another matter. Dua
don’t transmit Ruĝa Morto, but humans don’t hear that. They only know what the
virus does to them. It makes them like us.

The girl shakes her head, her ponytail swinging widely.
“Dad’s in the other car. He’s asleep, but I don’t know how. This maglev is so
old. Do you think it’s noisy? I’m going to Buenos Aires. Where are you going?
We’re going to see my mother. She’s sick, in the med facility. Dad says it’s
the best in SoAm.”

“I’m sorry your mother is ill.” I say it as warmly as I can,
but it’s less warm than she expects because she narrows her eyes. “Mothers are
important,” I add, trying to smile.

The girl cocks her head. “She has a virus. Do you know what a
virus is?” She speaks slowly, as if I were a particularly dumb NiCIe. 

“Yes, I do.”

“I haven’t seen her in a whole month because she was too
sick, but Dad says she’s better now.” She leans closer, presses her chest
across the top of the seat between us. “I heard my father call it Ruĝa Morto,
so I thought that meant she would die. But my learning avatar, Willow,” she
taps the occulus, “said Ruĝa Morto doesn’t cause people to die. Not anymore.
But she says it changes people. I mean, humans.”

“You’re going to bring her home, your mother?” 

“They’re moving her to a better hospital, Dad says. Until she
changes back.” I want to laugh at the absurdity. I look away again, willing her
to leave. “My father says NiCIes are stupid. Is it true NiCIes have to do
whatever we tell you to do?”

“Why don’t you ask your learning avatar?” This time I mean to
sound harsh, and it works. Her face falls, her shoulder slump, and immediately
I feel regret. A child. Not her fault. I clench my fists, one of them gathering
the pack’s loose material into a ball. “We do what is rational. Many times,
what’s most rational is to do for others rather than for oneself.”

The girl’s lips crinkle as she contemplates this information.
She looks out the window at the rushing landscape, pulls the occulus over her
eyes. I follow her gaze. Scattered, crumbling, decaying buildings. Remnants of
rotting trees and vegetation cluttering deteriorating streets and jabbing
through disintegrating walls. Evidence of colossal floods that overran most of
the continent a century before.  

“No one lives there anymore, do they?” the girl says. “Willow
is showing me how it used to look. It was so beautiful. Oh, there was so much
water.” She frowns as she watches the scene play through her occulus, and I
wonder how the history of the planet’s environmental collapse is told to human
children. “She tells me even NiCIes can’t stay there.”

“Not anymore.” 

“Where do you live? NiCIes, I mean.” She moves her head from
side to side, biting her lip as the occulus continues its instruction.

“Wherever humans don’t want to live.”

The girl turns her head and pushes the occulus back to rest
on her forehead. I can see a question forming when the door at the car’s far
end swooshes open. An imposing human man with an over-large chest and a bald
head enters, glances frantically left and right until he spies us and heads our
way. His face is red, his mouth turned down. The girl stiffens as he halts
beside her.

“Magret, return to your seat now,” he growls. The girl lowers
her head and slides to the floor with a soft thud as he places a heavy hand
atop her head. Before he can push her behind him, she rises tall and whirls to
face me, her expression a mixture of fear and defiance.

“Goodbye.” Her words pour out. “You seem like a—a good
NiCIe.” She ducks around the man, runs down the aisle, and disappears into the
next compartment. 

The man’s breath is hot on my face. I look up, meeting his
eyes. This will set him off, I know, but I can’t help myself.

“They used to keep your kind isolated.” His jaw is clenched
and rigid.

“You’re free to leave.” 

Fury washes over him, and for a moment it is euphoric. He
raises his arms at the elbow, his fists clenched. “You walk around us, they say
nothing. You think you can just go where you want, infect who you want—” 

I rise slowly to make sure he sees me, really sees me. Sees
that I tower over him, sees that I could end any fight he cares to start. His
mouth snaps shut. For a moment I think he might go through with it, but he
steps backward. “Fuck you, NiCIe. You and all your kind.” He takes a few more
backwards steps. He won’t take his eyes from mine, and I respect that. Then he
spins on his heel and strides back the way he came, the aura of his anger and
sorrow thick between us.

I sink on the bench after the compartment door slides closed
behind him and let out a long breath. They, too, have lost. Loved ones. Homes.
Their planet. Hope. I draw the backpack across the seat and hold it tight
against my body, the image of my mother’s face suddenly coming to mind. But
so have we
So have I.

The maglev slows three hours later as it nears Montevideo.
Ramshackle buildings at the city’s outskirts show signs of habitation. A rusted
vehicle here, canisters filled with green vegetation there. Pieces of colorful
cloth blow in a light breeze. The permanent labor force, living where they are
told, in whatever conditions are allowed. 

The Vagabonders are a myth, a dream. A sacred tale tying my
people to one another, to a planet that can never be ours, to the barren hunk
of rock that orbits the Earth. Our home, the myth says. 

Our dream.

We all get to dream.

Copyright © 2022 by R.T. Coleman



About R.T. Coleman:

R. T. Coleman grew up in Little
Rock, Arkansas, where she nurtured a passion for reading and writing while
nestled among blankets and pillows in her bedroom closet. Her love of science
fiction was born when she saw Star Wars in the theater in 1977. Imagine her
disappointment when she realized she could never actually be Princess Leia.

She lives in Springfield, Arkansas,
with her partner Joe on their 25-acre farm, where she works as an instructional
designer by day and a writer and editor by night. Vagabonder is her debut
novel.

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Pub. Date: October 27, 2022

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A homeless prince, a grueling mission, an unlikely hope

 

When unspeakable tragedy strikes Prince Jack’s family, he’s
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Jack plunges into his training and finds a new family of
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My father traded his life for mine.
And now I’m bound to an enemy.

I finally carved out a life for myself with minimal interaction with my abusive
father. He might be the alpha, but he hates me enough to leave me alone as long
as I don’t make him look bad.

Until he decides to challenge another alpha and offer my life in exchange for
his. Now, I’m life bound to an enemy and I’m trapped in a strange pack.

Despite my attempts to keep my distance from my captor, I find myself drawn to
him. But as we get closer, things get more dangerous.

There’s so much more to this than it seems and I’ve ended up right in the
middle. One wrong step and it’s my life on the line. If I can’t get free of
this, I’m going to end up dead and I’ll be taking my captor with me.

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Chapter 1

Morgan

 

Water seeped from under the locked door and I pounded again.
“Open it now or I’m tearing it down.”

The unmistakable sounds of sex mixed with the running water
of the faucet seemed to be masking the sounds of my pounding and my screams. My
little bar didn’t need any other issues. I already had enough to repair as it
was. A flooded bathroom destroyed by a pair of shifters trying to get it on was
not in the budget.

Shaking with rage, I stomped away from the bathroom, my shoes
slipping on the aging wood floor. “Free beer for whoever can get my bathroom
door open with the least amount of damage.”

Several patrons looked up at me and Kenny Jones was the first
to stand. His girlfriend grabbed his sleeve and yanked him back to his stool.
“Don’t you dare,” she hissed.

“Come on. One of you has to be willing to tear it down.” I
glanced around the space. All the bar stools were full and several groups were
gathered around the wobbly tables to my right. Shifters had good hearing, so I
knew the rock music on the jukebox wasn’t the reason I was being ignored.

Nobody in this town gave a shit about anybody else. That was
just the way things were. And usually, it suited me just fine. But today I had
a couple of shifters about the flood my entire bar.

Stella’s wasn’t much. If I was being honest, it was more of a hallway than an
actual bar. It would never pass a health inspection in human city, and the only
reason I had patrons in the first place was because I didn’t water down the
booze like my competition. But that wasn’t enough to earn me loyalty. I
groaned. This was what I got for avoiding most pack gatherings. I wasn’t seen
as one of them. Even if I’d kept them in drinks for the last five years.

“I can knock it down for you, Morgan, but it’ll be messy,”
Charles, one of my regulars said.

“Same, sweetheart. I’d probably knock out most of the drywall
around the door,” Manny, another regular added.

Some of my tension eased. At least I had a few shifters who
were in my corner. “Thanks, guys. I’ll come get you if I can’t get it off.”

Gritting my teeth I marched toward the bar. There had to be a
way to do this that wouldn’t cost me all my repair savings. I grabbed a
screwdriver from the cabinet under the cash register.

“Want me to give it a try?” Jasmine asked.

I shook my head. Jasmine was a witch so she didn’t have the
brute strength the shifters possessed. I was worried she’d try and end up
hurting herself and I couldn’t afford for her to go down, either. Jasmine
worked for a room. I knew I should pay her, but I was barely making enough to
keep the bar running. Plus, she was my best friend. I couldn’t ask her to do
this when it was possible whoever was in there would attack anyone who tried to
open the door. “Thanks but someone needs to stay out here and monitor all these
deadbeats.”

“I’ll help. But I’m going to need something in return,”
Stewart Mackenzie slurred.

I lifted a brow. “I’m not giving you a blowjob.”

“Suit yourself.” Stewart shrugged and took a drink of his
beer. “But you’d get a lot more response if you sweetened the pot by shaking
those hips around.”

I set the screwdriver down, then leaned across the bar and
yanked his mug away from him.

“Hey!”

“You will not disrespect me in my own bar,” I said.
“Apologize. Now.”

“I was just teasing you,” he said with what was probably
supposed to be a flirty smile.

I glared at him, holding his beer captive. “You apologize of
you can start drinking at Lou’s for the rest of your miserable existence.”

His upper lip twitched and he wrinkled his nose. Lou’s was
even worse than my place and everyone knew he used the cheap stuff mixed with
water. Sometimes his drinks were even made with questionable moonshine. You
never knew what you’d get there. The only shifters who drank at Lou’s were
those who were too old-fashioned to support a female business or too broke to
afford even my low prices. As far as I was concerned, Stewart could go join
them.

“Sorry, Morgan,” he said quietly.

I put my hand to my ear. “What was that?”

“I said, I’m sorry,” he was louder this time.

I wrinkled my brow and acted as if I was straining to hear
him.

He let out an exasperated huff. “Sorry, Morgan.” He shouted
this time and half the patrons turned and laughed.

His expression darkened and I lowered my hand from my ear, a
smug smile of satisfaction on my lips. I passed his beer back to him. “Don’t do
it again.”

He grumbled something under his breath but grabbed the beer
from me, avoiding making eye-contact.

I’d grown up surrounded by the most powerful males in the
pack and I had to learn at far too young an age that if I didn’t stand up for
myself, they’d take things too far. Unfortunately, too many bad things happened
to me before I learned that lesson. I refused to ever be that scared, abused
little girl again.

“Well done,” Jasmine said in my ear.

I nodded in response, then picked back up the screwdriver and
stormed toward the bathroom.

I had started out as a much nicer proprietor. But years of
getting hit on, and even some rather dangerous situations where I could have
been seriously hurt or worse, I learned it was easier to be the cold hearted
bitch then play sweet. It was the only thing these shifters responded to.

It didn’t take long for me to remove the doorknob so I could
push open the bathroom door. Water gushed out and the door only opened so wide
because someone’s naked ass was blocking it.

Rage bubbled up. I recognized that ass. Of course, of all the
shifters to walk in on having sex in the bathroom at my bar. “Gods
dammit, Owen. Can’t you keep your penis to yourself ever?” I shoved him aside
so I could turn off the faucet.

Owen growled then spun to face me, his eyes widening when he
realized who had interrupted him. I didn’t even bother to mask the anger in my
expression.

“In my bar, Owen? You could have done this anywhere else and
you do it here?”

“I thought you said you two broke up.”

I winced at the grating sound of Suzanne’s voice. Of course
it was Suzanne Carter. Because my luck and my distrust of men really couldn’t
get any worse.

“We are broken up,” Owen said. “So you have no right to be
mad at me, Morgan.”

“Out. Now.” I was seething. My face hot, my hands balled into
fists. It was one thing to flood my bathroom, it was another to fuck my
childhood bully a week after we decided to take a break.

“Fuck, Morgan. Aren’t you at least a little jealous?” Owen
stood naked in all his six-five, muscled glory.

When he’d asked me out, I’d been flattered. He was the most
desirable single male in the pack. I turned him down several times before
finally giving in and going on a date. Somehow, that obligatory date had turned
into six months of bad sex and half-assed attempts at an actual relationship.

I’d tried so hard to play along. So hard to fall into step
with the pack’s expectations. I’d even gone off my tonic for a month and shifted
during the full moon with the rest of the pack.

But it wasn’t right. None of it felt right. It never did.

Last week, I told him I was done. It didn’t feel right to
keep faking things with him. He’d begged me to reconsider. Told me he loved me,
which scared the shit out of me. Sex with him wasn’t great, but at least he’d
never hurt me. Well, not physically.

When I’d hesitated, he suggested a break for a month to see
if we missed each other. Reluctantly, I’d agreed.

I should have seen this coming. But I had started to wonder
if maybe he was one of the good ones. Secretly, that was probably why I’d
risked not taking my tonic for a month. If there was a bond between us, it
would have surfaced in that time. It didn’t show. We weren’t mates, but I had
wondered if being with him would be better than being alone.

I was wrong.

“I thought this might get a rise out of you,” he said. “Show
you what you’re missing out on.”

Suzanne scoffed and picked a sopping wet dress off the floor.
“Don’t call me, Owen.” She tugged the soaked garment over her head, then shoved
past him without looking at me once.

“That was your plan?” I said. “Flood my bar and have sex with
the girl who made high school a living hell for me? To make me jealous?”

He was even more stupid than I thought. I regretted every
single time I ever fucked him.

“You have to know what a mistake you made,” he said. “Every
female in this pack wants me. You walk away from now and there are no second
chances.”

I rolled my eyes then turned away from him. I was so done. He
was the one who begged for a break instead of a break-up. He made the
decision so much easier. “You better clean up my bathroom or I’m filing a
formal complaint with the alpha.”

“Oh, yes, run to daddy,” he said.

Without turning around, I flipped him off, then went back to
the bar. I didn’t owe him an explanation. He, and every other member of this
pack, knew my dad might be the alpha, but I was his least favorite shifter. In
fact, I think the only time he might have tolerated me was the one time I’d
shown up to run on the full moon with Owen in tow.

My dad would be more upset about this breakup than I was.
Now, my relationship history was limited, but I’m guessing the person in the
actual relationship should be more upset than their parents. But maybe that’s
just wishful thinking.

A few catcalls and whistles sounded in my wake but they
weren’t for me. I moved aside and Owen walked past me, fully naked, toward the
door.

“Looking good, man,” someone called.

“You forgot your pants,” another added.

“I’m available if she’s not going to keep her claws in you,”
a female voice added.

“He’s all yours,” I said.

Laughter filled the small space.

Owen growled and his body rippled as he doubled over. His
transition was impressive. Graceful and fluid. The kind of shifting abilities
that any shifter would kill to possess. I’d only shifted a few times, but it
was always painful and forced. As if my body was rebelling against the action.

Gods damn show off.

More whistles and a few cheers. Someone opened the door and
the huge gray wolf bolted out of the dingy bar.

My shoulders sagged in relief. I shouldn’t have caved when he
countered my break-up, but it was officially over now. Until that moment, I
hadn’t realized how tense I’d been with the unresolved issue of our
relationship. I really needed to stick to my no dating shifters policy.

Not that there was much of a choice here. Aside from our pack
of wolf shifters, there was a nearby witch coven. The nearest major city was
hours away and mostly occupied by humans and I wasn’t that desperate to
get away. As much as I sometimes hated it here, Copper Springs was home.

The patrons were back to their drinks and Jasmine was working
fast to keep everyone topped off. As long as their drinks were full, they
weren’t going to even remember any of this. I wish I could say it was unusual,
but there was always something going on here. Typically, it was a brawl, but it
wasn’t even the first couple I had to throw out of the bathroom. With only one
bathroom, if anyone was in there too long I heard about it.

I ducked behind the bar and checked on the status of the
bottles of booze and the kegs. We probably had enough for the rest of the
night.

“That was interesting,” Jasmine said as she pushed through
the swinging door separating the bar from the patrons.

“I’m only mad at myself for not breaking it off sooner. All
the red flags were there,” I said.

“Don’t blame yourself. We all know what he looks like naked.
I’m guilty of making those mistakes too. I mean, sometimes you just need to
work off some shit in the bedroom, right?” She rimmed a glass with a lime then
set it in the plate of salt.

“He wasn’t even that good in bed,” I admitted.

She turned the glass over and scooped ice into it. “Sorry to
hear that, girl. But at least he was pretty.”

I shrugged, trying to give myself at least that. He really
was and I’d been completely blinded by it. There was no way I’d make that
mistake again. “Yeah, he was.”

“You good out here?” I asked. “I’m going to try to get the
bathroom cleaned up.”

“I’ll happily keep pouring drinks if it keeps me from
cleaning out the bathroom,” she said.

“I guess this is why they pay me the big bucks,” I teased.

She laughed as she filled the glass with a generous pour of
tequila. “I’m not sure this dump is worth it.”

“It’s absolutely not worth it,” I agreed. “But it’s home.”

She finished making the margarita and lifted it in a salute
as she sidestepped me to leave. “To home.”

I had to smile at that. This bar was run-down and probably a
public health hazard. I kept the glasses clean and used decent booze, but the
floors squeaked, the walls were soft in places, and it was a miracle the roof
hadn’t caved in on us.

Sandwiched between a laundromat and a liquor store, I was
limited on what I could do with the space, but I did my best. More than once
I’d been offered a decent sum to sell it to one of the shops on either side,
but I always declined.

This bar was all I had left of my mom. It was my only
inheritance and it kept me from being dependent on my father. If not for the
tiny apartments upstairs, I might not bother with the work it took to keep it
running. But in a pack where unmarried females were supposed to remain under
their father’s care, the independence of this place was worth more than all the
money in the world. Besides, I was able to offer assistance to Jasmine as well.
I couldn’t help everyone who was down on their luck, but Stella’s Bar kept the
two of us from a much worse fate.

Growing up in the alpha’s house wasn’t easy. Things got worse
after my mom died. But my dad was all about appearances. Having a daughter who
ran a successful business made him look good. Even if he was disappointed that
I hadn’t settled down, he could tell people it was because I was waiting for my
mate. He’d proudly crow about how I had such high standards that I’d rather die
alone than settle. As if it was some kind of measure of his worth. Imagine how
it would change if my mate showed up and was a complete loser.

Little did he know, I’d never have to find my mate. Thanks to
the tonic Jasmine made me every month, I didn’t shift, which meant I didn’t go
into heat and give off the scent that would attract my mate. After watching my
dad abuse my mom, his mate, her whole life, I refused to follow in her
footsteps.

This bar, shitty as it was, was my sanctuary. Which I had to
remind myself over and over as I pushed water toward the drain with a squeegee.
I couldn’t afford to hire anyone, but this was far better than the alternative.



About Alexis:

Alexis Calder writes sassy heroines
and sexy heroes with a sprinkle of sarcasm. She lives in the Rockies and drinks
far too much coffee and just the right amount of wine.

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